Showing posts with label Love. Show all posts
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How did 2007 treated me?

Friday, December 28, 2007

January:
January this year was a bit rough for me. Actually it was rough for all of my batchmates, dahil naghahabol na talaga kami ng oras for our despro (equivalent to thesis). Halos araw araw kami nasa Sta. Cruz, Manila to check with our consultant. Kaya nagkanda ubos ubos din yung pondo ko nung January. Halos hindi na nga kami nakakapagkita ni ex dahil nga sa sobrang busy sa projects at sa mga school activities. Ito rin yung month na nagkaron ako ng GAD (generalized anxiety disorder). Poota, I hate that feeling!

February:
Mas lalong naging busy dahil sa Engineering Days. Halos lahat ng events ako ang nag cocoordinate pero I see to it na kumikilos din ang mga council presidents. Ito rin yung time na napatawag ako sa property custodian's office at ang hindi ko malilimutang pag sugod ko sa college president's office. Hehe. Syempre, as an organization president sagutin ko lahat ng mga nangyayari sa org, at dahil sa kagustuhan kong maging successful ang mga events ko, medyo bina-by-pass ko ang mga rules. Hehe. Syempre kelangan pro-students ka.

Hindi ko akalain na tatalikuran ako ng org adviser ko nun time na yun dahil sa mga nangyari. Akala ko suporta sya kung suporta. Pero hindi... Haaay. Naiwan kami ng mga officers ko sa ere. Buti nalang nandun parin si Mam Jen at Mam Agnes, hindi kami iniwan.

Ito rin yung month na nasaktan ako. Siguro hindi lang talaga umubra. Refer to January events for more details.

At ang aking 10 days of hard work.

March:
Ito na ang pinakahihintay namin na buwan. Ang paghuhukom. Matapos ang 8 buwan na paggawa ng despro, defense na! Dami naming defense!

  1. Design Project (ultimate thesis)
  2. Networks (thesis)
  3. Cisco (project)
  4. Robotics (thesis)
Pero ang masasabi ko lang: MASARAP! Kahit na mahirap, Oo, masarap! Todo todo ang pagpupuyat, imagine halos 1 week kami na 2 hours lang ang tulog! At halos sa bahay na namin namahay ang mga ka groupmates ko. hehe. Awwww I miss that!

Dami nga namin nakuhang awards sa DesPro eh. hehe. Pero ang pinaka pinagmamalaki ko ay ang Best Design! Yahoooo! Hindi ko makakalimutan kung gaano ako kasaya nung inannounce yun. Hihi.

Syempre March din ang buwan ng Graduation. Muntikan pa nga ako hindi drumadweyt dahil sa putang-inang Mandarin class ko! Hihi! Nag makaawa pa ako sa dean ng liberal arts na mag-eexam ako ulit ng finals. LOL. Ang sagwa! President ng engineering org, bumagsak sa Chinese class. Ewww.

Hindi lang yan ang sabit ko, me isa pa! haha! Thermodynamics. Poota naman kasi tong subject na to. 3rd year college pa ako nung bumagsak ako dito eh, pero nung 5th year ko lang kinuha -- ulit. Ewan ko ba, pero hindi ko talaga ma-take ang mga subjects ng ME! Sinusuka ng utak ko.

Anyways graduation time na! Masaya naman nung graduation, Kala ko iiyak ako. LOL. Pero hindi pala. Ang saya pa nung graduation, lahat kami magka block may medal. Hehehe. Talino kasi namin eh. hihi. Syempre ipagmamalaki ko rin ang nakuha kong award -- Best Org President, at ang nakuha ng org ko -- Best Organization! Yahoong yahoo!

April:
Wala akong maalala nung April. hehe. Pirmahan yata ng clearance nung time na yun. Haha. Basta ito ang time na napaka sarap pumasok sa school, knowing na tapos na ang 5 years of college ko dito (Total of 9 years including HS - fuck ang tagal ko pala sa Baste).

May:
Wala rin ako matandaan sa May. Haha. Ah! Yung swimming lang naming magpipinsan. Yun lang. hehe. Ang init nung May!

June:
Started looking for a job. Mga kung ano anong job. IT company job, BPO job, technical job and below job. LOL. Kidding!

June 27, habang nasa isang interview ako, tumawag sakin yung tita ko. Namatay daw yung baby nung cousin ko. Healthy naman sya nung pinanganak, pero kinabukasan basta bigla nalang daw namatay. Kawawa naman. SIDS yata ang tawag dun sa ganun.

Birthday ko June 28. Heheh wala lang share!

July:
Nang dahil sa "Good evening" ay may nakilala ako. hehe. actually kakilala ko na sya dati pa, pero hindi lang kami gaano nag uusap. Eh nag GM sya ng Good evening tapos nag reply ako, tapos yun... oo yun na nga! ^_^

Ito rin yung month kung saan na hire ako sa aking first below job ever! hehe. Below job kasi mababa palang naman pwesto ko... bottom ako dito ika nga. haha.

August:
Poocha wala rin ako maalala nung August. Basta alam ko nothing major naman ang mga nagyari nun. Ay hindi pala! Naalala ko na! Ito yung month na nag date kami! hehe.

September:
Napasa-akin na si Dharma! Ang aking notebook!
Nag night-out din kami ng ilang mga blogger friends ko sa Tiendesitas. Ito rin yung month na namaalam ang isa naming mahal sa buhay -- si lola.

October:
First time ko mag judge sa isang pageant. Hehe. Mahirap pala. Ang dami mong kailangan i consider, syempre you want to be fair and all, pero syempre you also would want to consider the possible outcome.

Ito rin yung month na sobrang emo ko. As in!

Tapos 1 month after nung last night-out ko with blog friends, we went out uli sa Metrowalk, kaso bad trip kasi may liquor ban! Pucha! Kaya ayun, feel na feel ko pa naman sumayaw nung time na yun! Pucha talaga! Hehe. Daming cute sa decades! Lalo na yung friend ni Ikay! wahahaha! Si D! Landeeeehh! haha!

November:
Isa to sa mga fave month ko! hehe. Walang exciting na nangyari. Well actually meron, hindi naman sya exciting, pero wag na nating pag-usapan yun. Haaaaaaay.

Sa work, lumipat lang kami ng office mula sa susyal na Makati nandun na kami ngayon sa sulok sulok ng Makati. Dian lang sa tabi tabi.

December:
Syempre isa rin to sa mga fave month ko! Masaya ako ngayong December kahit na naubos ang pera ko. Huhu. Bumili rin ako ng bagong bridge camera. Yung tipong point and shoot pero hindi SLR. Yung Sony DSC-H9. Mmmmuah! I love you Felicity! Hehe.

At ngayon, December 28, 2007, 10:02 AM, sa harap ng computer ko dito sa work, sinusulat ko ang mga nangyari sakin buong taon.

Hay! Alam mo part ka ng aking 2007! Alam mo ba yun?! Ha?!

Rob and Doubting Thomas @ 7-11

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

Last year, natunghayan natin ang isa pang Rob. Ngayon makikilala natin si Doubting Thomas at ang isa pang bagong character!!!

Sa labas ng 7-11 Chino Roces branch...

Doubting Thomas: Hey guys! What is up?

Rob: Nothing much. Kapagod ang work. Well actually ang byahe ang mas nakakapagod compared sa work.

Doubting Thomas: Ah talaga? Dun ka parin ba nag wowork?

Rob: Oo. Diba dapat alam mo dahil ikaw at ako ay iisa lamang?

Doubting Thomas: Wala na ba akong karapatang magtanong?

Rob: ...

Doubting Thomas: Kamusta na si Rob?

Rob: ...

Doubting Thomas: Hindi ikaw! Itong Rob na to tinutukoy ko.

Rob: Wala akong balita eh, kasi lumalabas lang yan kapag kelangan ko ng matinding motivation pep talk.

Doubting Thomas: ah ok...

Rob: ...

Doubting Thomas: Pucha ang tagal mag reply ni Zigger.

Rob: ...

Doubting Thomas: Bakit ba ang tahimik mo?

Rob: May iniisip ako.

Doubting Thomas: Pwedeng mag share!

Rob: Haaay. Iniisip ko kasi kung yung mga taong mahal ko ay nagsinungaling na sakin...

Doubting Thomas: Any person in particular? Sabihin mo na, tayong dalawa lang naman eh.

Rob: Hindi, basta mga “taong mahal ko” in general.

Doubting Thomas: Hmmm... Bakit ikaw ba, have you ever lied to any of them?

Rob: Well, hindi naman ganung katinding mga lies. Mga small lies lang, like when I say I'm OK even if I'm not.

Doubting Thomas: Sige go on...

Rob: Although kahit na mga ganung lies lang yon, still those are lies, pero sinabi ko lang naman yun, para hindi masira ang mood nya. Nag dridrive kaya ako nun, tapos dang traffic pa. Mahirap mag-away sa gitna ng traffic kaya. Ngayon, feeling ko nag backfire na. Kung dati palang sinabi ko na, na hindi ako OK, edi sana hindi na lumala ang sitwasyon. Kaya napaisip tuloy ako, kung may taong nagkamali rin kaya tapos nag lie sya sakin tapos lumala yung problema.

Doubting Thomas: Pare, got to go na, nag text na si Zigger.

Rob: Tangina naman kung kelan ginaganahan na ko mag open-up!!!

Peeping Tom: Gagu talaga yun.

Rob: Ay nanjan ka pala...

Just So You Know

Friday, October 12, 2007

I'll just fix myself, then I'll fix our friendship.


Related Reads:
Just so you know ver. 1.o
Tangina Pare
The Art of Letting Go

Standard Date Age

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

OMG! I just had the brightest idea -- evar! While I was uber not so ginaganahan pa mag work, kanina, I make isip of who should I date. I mean there are a lot of choices sa ngayon. Kaya I started to Google dating tips. Then I came across this website that advises their readers that the older the person gets the wider the age range of his/her prospective date would be.

For example, an 18 year would date someone who has an age difference of +2 / -2 years and a guy on his 40's would probably date someone from age 30-50. So the bottom line is the older you are, the wider your selection gets.

If you are one of my friends who have my number, then prolly have your number too and I've sent you already the formula on how to compute your Standard Date Age.

Ohhhh K. So what is this Standard Date Age?

Good question! It is the floor value of your prospective partner's age. It is mainly used by individuals who believe that AGE DOES MATTER and those who wouldn't want to be called a creep for dating a highschool kid.

Hehe. I just made that up. But it sounds cool.

OK ok. so here's the formula:

Standard Date Age = (YourAge / 2) + 7

Example: Joey is a 24 year old call-center agent eyeing an 18 year old Sophomore from CEU-Makati. Let us compute for his SDA.

SDA = (24/2) + 7
= (12) + 7
= 19

Hehe. OK so I did it STEP BY STEP so that you wouldn't get lost IF ever. hehe.

Conclusion: Oh no! Joey mah man! Sowee! I think you should move-on and focus more with the ladies from your work and not those whom you've met at Friendster. Gosh, that was ALMOST! Just 1 yr! tsk tsk tsk.

How bout yah readers? What is your SDA?

Dharma + Rob

Thursday, September 6, 2007

Dharma is the name of my new girlfriend. I love her. I love her so much. She's so sexy and beautiful.

She makes me wanna vomit little heart candies.

I love you Dharma.

OMG!

Friday, August 31, 2007

Ang bango nya! Sana makatabi ko ulit sya sa bus. Hehe.

Naku Naman!

Monday, August 13, 2007

Sinabi ko kasi sa kanya nung isang araw yung nararamdaman ko. Hindi ko naman kasi mapigilan na hindi magsalita about my feelings, feeling ko talaga mamatay ako sa selos. Pero inisip ko nalang, wala akong karapatang magselos. Oo nga't alam nya na may feelings ako sa kanya,pero as of now talagang friends lang kami.

Saklap.

Tapos eto, kasi sinabi ko sa kanya after my operation nung panahon na sobrang mamatay ako sa sakit ng sugat ng impaktang impacted molar. Nung mga panahon na yun, naghalo ang sakit ng puso at sakit na pisikal.

Ouch.

Tapos yun na nga, nag-inarte nga ako diba? Nakwento nya pala yun sa bestfriend nya. Tapos itong si bestfriend nag react. Tapos siya naman naging defensive. Tapos si bestfriend parang nagselos. Tapos siya na bad trip.

Bad Trip.

Hindi ko naman to gusto mangyari. Parang nice lang naman ako sa kanya. May point naman si bestfriend niya, pero ewan ko ba...

Ah basta, ewan.

Umarte ka

Sunday, August 12, 2007

So yun nga, nag-inarte nanaman ako kagabi. Kasi nagselos naman talaga ako. Alam nya naman siguro yun. Masaya ako dahil masaya sya, at maayos yung relationship nila. Pero hindi ko naman kayang maging masaya para lang sa ibang tao. Meron din naman akong mga gusto (mostly mga carnal desires LOL joke) na kailangang masatisfy. At hindi ko na kaya yung ganitong set-up -- yung parang kunwarian. Alam ko din naman na hindi nya ako pipiliin, at mas lalong alam ko na isa nanamang kaimposiblehan ang iniisip ko... na alam mo na... yung mag level-up kami dito sa kung ano man ang tawag dito sa stage na'to.

Pano kaya 'to? Malamang hindi nyo rin to masasagot dahil ang gulo ng explanation ko sa taas.

L-O-V-E

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

Love can be a many splendored thing
Cant deny the joy it brings
A dozen roses, diamond rings
Dreams for sale and fairy tales
Itll make you hear a symphony
And you just want the world to see
But like a drug that makes you blind,
Itll fool ya every time.


Oh not again! The most abused topic of all time -- and will always be abused -- Love.

All of us, undeniably has/had experience/d love. May it be a romantic love, platonic love, religious love or family love. As long as we have this emotions and experiences related to a strong affection or profound oneness -- then, may I congratulate you, you had just experienced love.

According to Wikipedia, love is the subject of considerable debate, enduring speculation, and thoughtful introspection. In ordinary use, love usually refers to interpersonal love, an experience felt by a person for another person. Love often involves caring for or identifying with a person or thing, including oneself.

Most dictionaries tend to define love as deep affection or fondness. While the regular guys and girls, according to a survey favoured the definitions: altruism, selflessness, friendship, union, family, and bonding or connecting with another.

The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
Its stronger than your pride.
The trouble with love is
It doesnt care how fast you fall
And you cant refuse the call
See, you got no say at all.


If we just look back our lives 10 to 15 years ago (20 years to some), when we are just kids, who doesn't seem to care much about many things but toys, having the time to play watch TV and occasional crushes. Occasional crushes which we call puppy love.

I can still remember the face of my first crush... clearly... -- because she's my cousin.

Although I didn't know that it was wrong to have a crush on your relatives, I still lost the feelings eventually.

What I hate about puppy love is that for adults its just part of being a kid. Like a play thing -- something that's never serious.

Wasn't I serious when I kissed her at her lips and gently slipped my tounge inside her mouth??? Hahaha of course that part was obviously a joke.

High school isn't fun when you don't have someone. Well at least a friend if not a boy/girl friend. Back in my Hs days, I noticed that male and female couples tend to break-up for like 3 months after. Worse case was 3 minutes after.


Every time I turn around
I think I got it all figured out
My heart keeps calling and I keep on falling
Tears my heart in two


It was fun though, seeing all the bitches cry their heart out and the stupid boys drink bottles of beer -- inside the classroom. haha! A classic act!

And oh! Who would forget about their proms??? Well, of course those loosers who didn't attended this socializing fluff are exempted. So, back to the topic. Who would forget? Right? I mean seeing your special someone, dance -- SOMEONE ELSE. What a sight! If I had a dagger I would've given him a triple blow or an envenom.

Haha! anyways... Aside from THAT. The food are great, dancing with all your friends are well fine too. Not unless little miss drama queen got a front seat ticket and started with all her boohoos. Fuck. Like how cool this night is?!

I don't deny that I had my heart broken like 2-3 times before by some airhead. My message to them? What goes around... comes around.

I think the thing is I easily fall in love which results to alot of hurts along the way and even though I had already told myself to listen, observe and learn many times an unknown force always win.

The trouble with love is
Its in your heart, its in your soul (doesnt care how fast you fall)
You're losin all control
(and you cant refuse the call, and you got no say at all)